Thursday, November 05, 2009
angry
im so angry. you are just a bitch! order people ard like your maid! stupid idiot.butter on sat to vent my anger hahaha!
Monday, November 02, 2009
just my feelings
i think i always have alot of different feelings in me all at the same time. i can feel very stressed and the next moment i dont really care about work. i can feel very angry or sad but the next moment i can be happily smiling. this morning an uncle smiled and waved to me. at first i was abit shocked, thinking whether i know him. but then i think again, why cant people just say hi to others, strangers i mean. i think its perfectly normal to say hi and make people happy. if only singapore is a country like that.i cant really agree with the saving gaia movement.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
cardiacardia
easily satisfied. small things make me happy. sometimes for a few days :)tachycardia vs bradycardia. pharmacology is getting confusing! at first it was alright. the more i study the more im confused! so maybe i shld stop studying for the test tml haha! anw i cant concentrate at all!why do i still blog?
Monday, October 19, 2009
Reminisce
saw a group of sec 4 students from deyi studying at macs just now. not exactly studying, they were talking and having fun. looking at them i suddenly miss besties alot. i meant the secondary sch days. they were very much like us in the past, getting together to study, when most of the time we were talking instead. but it was really fun back them. even if its O levels we still spend most of the time having fun. i remembered studying with liwen at the same macs almost every day. but almost everyday we will spend our time talking, and even reading newspapers or looking for interesting jobs, studying is just a subset of the things we do.and i realised we have really grown up and everyone changed so much. some even into a different person from the one i orginally knew. now everyone is so stressed up with life, studies, work and everything. we dont have the time and the strength to do alot of things. we are also not as brave because we have more to lose, or at least we thought so. we are scared to do alot of things, really. we spend less time together, not to mention have fun together. our lives are just diverging. i really miss the fun we had last time! perhaps its just that i havent found the benefits of growing up thats why i dread it. but im sure i will soon know!im not emoing just thinking about the memories and my dear friends!!! :)
Friday, October 09, 2009
why
why am i scared to disturb you?why am i scared that you will be busy?why am i scared to talk to you?why am i scared to admit?
